Sunday, July 6, 2008

Today I Nearly Passed Out Because of The Damn Weather

I hate to say this...
but, I did decided not to attend my convo~
Its not that I choose not to attend because of what happened within me and the school
...but to sacrifice it for my "not-yet-confirmed-L.A-shoot" next next week...
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Apparently, my parents called up yesterday
asking why I choose not to attend convo
and from the conversation we had, I can tell they were upset of not be able to attend their only daughter's convo... what a shame izit it...~
I felt so sorry for them, really~
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I've been working on a editing project lately
it has to be the most "headache-st" editing job I've ever encountered since the day I put my hands on the editing machine~ *which is making me lagi emo compared to weeks before*
okie...maybe I was just exaggerating things up
but, hey~ it was so far the most troublesome project I've ever encountered~ for sure~!!!
from problematic digitizing process to spoiled footages and tapes ~!!
is like the project kena curse or whatever it is *oops...sorry if I offended whoever is pissed seeing this piece here*
Things just doesn't seem smooth to me~
I have to admit that I'm not that good on experimental stuff~
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Mega sales is ON again~!!
it is just not a good timing for me~
I'm not lucky enough to be targeted as the victim of "sales-compulsive-shopping"
plainly because I am so BROKE~!!!
but what I did in mega sales was turning myself into a "joker"
wander around pavillion entrance and scares the butt off those crying kids...
so evil~
but it was not my first attempt...
I was there to entertain, however, excited mum(s) forced their kiddy to take picture with the freaky scary me~
I love the "joker"'s job...
doing stupid stuffs without people noticing who I am under the mask and big costume~
some people thought I was a bloke~!!! AWESOME~!!!
as long as my bosses are happy, the crowds are laughing, and I enjoyed the moment of "kacau-ing"
that job is brilliant~!!
arh... Dr. M was there too~!!!
is a shame that I didn't get the chance to shook his hand~
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come back to the L.A shooting issue
everybody is hoping that it gets confirmed by next week
I'm not really excited at the moment towards this trip because I'm so numb due to over excitement months ago that I can't feel any of it now~
My passport was submitted for visa...
I've been thinking of what to bring and what to wear on a summer in L.A
I've been imagining trips with the companionship of my fellow "macho" co-workers - Vincent and Sia, sure can 38 all the way to the other side of the world
okie...bless me~!!
and BLESS the production~!!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Angin Sangat Bagus Hari Ini

Finally I've decided to put up a picture of mine in blog after the hoohaa of breakouts I had lately...
Finding myself without make ups was much more younger than the made up me =P
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today my "angin" very good~
except being free from editing work *which suppose to be today but yet kena delayed* , I've bought myself a self-learning Japanese language book~!! yeehaa~!!!
Its been a while since I've stopped learning Japanese language
I always wanted to pick the language up again but yet no action was taken *punya malas...*
...and it was a kind of waste to just learn half way and didn't reach the point that I can speak the language fluently~
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I'm so happy~!!!
hopefully this book which comes with 1 mp3 disc and 1 pc reading tutorial disc will helped~
teeheehee...
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日本語をべんきょします。。。頑強ってね!!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

病歷表

姓名: 賀X兔
性別: 母
病症: 求業躁鬱症
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病因: - 不間斷遭受外界眼光歧視和語言批評
- 長期自我壓抑於選擇間
- 壓力時期找不到適當依靠和宣洩管道
- 極度不滿於被人"把玩" 在手掌心的處境
- 過度壓抑和不良節食, 導致血糖過低, 容易脾氣暴躁
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處方: - 關懷的肩膀 > 1雙
- 懂得寧聽的耳朵 > 1 對
- 安撫能力高的手掌 > 1隻
- 巧克力蛋糕 > 無限
- 獨處用的空間 > 1個
- 盡情噴淚 > 無限
- 紀錄點滴的日記本 > 1本
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注: 病人需定時服藥, 病情如有惡化, 請call 03-333-3333

Monday, June 23, 2008

我用所有報答愛 - <<夜宴>>

只為一支歌 染紅寂寞
只為一場夢 摔碎了山河
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只為一顆 愛到分離才相遇
只為一滴淚 模糊了恩仇
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我用所有 報答愛
你卻不 不回來
歲月 從此一刀兩斷
永不見 風雨
風雨
風雨
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I am Blah-ing

My life was extremely bored lately...
Boring than a glass of plain water *sigh*
I think even kindergarden children has a better life than me nowadays~
I wanted to spice up my life a bit...
I am missing days with moments of excitement which I can eventually taking unlimited exciting photos to blog about...
my T10 was put aside by until it covers with spider web already~ so kesian it lives a boring life like it's master =(
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My neck is BLOODY "long" already~!!!!!
as a result of unlimited awaiting...
WHAT TO DO?!
besides to get a "free" trip to L.A (although tons of works were expected there)
I wanna buy Se7en's U.S album in L.A~!!!!!!
Damn lah~ purposely throw myself into "this" situation just for the sake of meeting the man of my dream in the glam Hollywood?!
nah...just kidding~
I'm dreaming.... dream a lot lately....
WHAT TO DO?! *I'm a desperate woman these days...*
blame my boring "waiting" life lohhhh....
Better be sure I'll get the pay-off for these~!!!
or else it was just a waste of time...
... and i will totally blame them on these~!!!!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

兔看愛情之 -- "網路衝人氣用的愛情"

愛情, 它有很多種...
隨著時代的進步, 愛情也出現了新的分類~
最近兔我發現了一種愛情的新分類
它, 在十來歲的青少年群中盛行著
我把它稱之為 -- "網路衝人氣用的愛情"
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顧名思義, 就是指愛情扮演著一個幫年輕人網路衝人氣的媒介
通常文章都會記載他們每天的"愛情點滴"
縱使當日沒什麼愛情的風光偉業好記載, 也硬要來個整片寫滿 "我愛XX, 我愛XX, 我沒有XX會死"的字眼來為當日文章交代了事...
目的除了讓愛八卦的人點閱之外, 也是為了賺取網友的反應和留言...
PO文章者透過這些 "愛情攤在陽光下"的形式得來的反應而取得優越感或滿足感~
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我並不是說大剌剌秀自己和另一半恩恩愛愛有什麼不對
可是... 至少也用一些有營養的詞句來PO文吧~
舉個例子, 我看過的一些超瞎的例子
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"今天又和老公吵架...很討厭咧...
我call他, 他不接我電話
可是, 還好他又接了...
我們又好了~!! 呵呵呵...
我們不可以再吵架囉...
我很討厭跟你吵架~
老公, 我愛你"
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然後第二天...
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"我受不了了~!!! 我要分手~!!!
我知道你還愛著前女友
XX(粗話)... 我很氣~!! 我很氣~!!"
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第三天...
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"我很想念我的老公...
我知道我很傻...我不能沒有老公...
他是我的, 我的老公最帥!
老公, 我愛你一生一世"
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...之類的
接著而來的就是網友在文章後面的一堆留言和驚人的人氣...
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老實那句, 原來現在的愛情文章可以"白話"到這種境界
雖然我本身的文章也沒有文人般有內涵到令人感動
可是...這種puppy love又白話到不行的文章真的讓我覺得愛情好"廉價"
"廉價"到它成為得到人氣的一種網路道具...
同時也讓我見識到現代年輕人的愛情觀, "隨意"得讓我"毛骨悚然"
原來一直以來被我當成人生中最難修的愛情學分, 竟然在新生代的眼裡是那麼皮毛的一件事...
我感慨...
我越來越不能和年輕一輩有所謂的 "愛情共識"了~

皮癢兔

嗯...
最近皮有在 "癢" ...
很想去上舞蹈課~
Girls Hip Hop... anyone?
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其實一路以來都想好好上個舞蹈課
希望本身的律動性可以更好些...
如果妳也和我一樣 "皮在癢" 的話
不妨告訴我~!!
我有很正點的舞蹈課可以介紹哦~ ^ ^