しんぱいして。。。

Tomorrow will be my first day in Pantai Cheras Medical Center.
Never thought that I will caught up with my nerve towards my first day~
Maybe it was because I still haven't got my car yet as the job requires a lot of travel to clinics and hospitals...
or maybe I was just over-reacted to the so-called "working environment" thingy~
Just pray that I won't screw up on my first day~ *God Bless*
XXX
Mom came over to spend a week of time in KL with me.
I was overwhelming by the happiness of being graduated with a bunch of best friends in college and attended by mom and wolfie.
I still can't get rid of every single wonderful moment I had during my convocation from my mind until today~
Its a shame that dad couldn't make it to come and see his daughter being nervous on the stage receiving her scroll...
but I knew that dad was definitely proud of me being able to come this far by my own.
Two days to go before mom heading back to KK...sigh...I will gonna miss her again until I'll see her during the next Chinese New Year.
XXX
Guys...let's just pray for the best for everything in the future~
I will give my best to achieve what should be achieve~!!!

老天又和我開了個玩笑

嗯...

是時候放下舊包袱, 好好往前走了~

5分鐘前... 我還是收到了最不想聽見但卻在預料中的答案

好啦~

我還是沒那個福份越洋工作

...

我還以為自己的情緒起伏不會那麼大

因為我已沒那種所謂的期待和興奮感...

原來...

當自己已決定犧牲一生人僅有一次的大學畢業典禮

把所有出境手續和護照交上

真實感越來越重的時候

換來的失落感原來是那麼得震撼

...

我還能怎樣去抱怨呢?

就只有放開過去一切的等待

繼續過自己的生活~

The Consequences of Being Too Dependable Towards Technology - disappointment~

Dammit~!!

I'm officially cannot assess to my msn account...and even viewing YOUTUBE also cannot~!!

Why on earth do the computer keep telling me that my proxy setting was wrong... my javascript had been turned off...which I am definitely no idea with or what so ever~!!

I didn't even touch any of my computer settings these days

it just happened with a click~!!

Oiiiiii......

what the hell is happening here~!!!??!!!

..

now that I realize how miserable I am without my msn on and my youtube being display on my computer screen~

ARGH~!!

..

any experts who are kind enough to help me out??!!

ANYONE??!!

*probably no one is ever bother to view my piece here...*

Please give me a shout and I will definitely appreciate your effortssssssssss....

...and I will give you a kiss as a reward~ *a virtual one...teeheehee*

Today I Nearly Passed Out Because of The Damn Weather

I hate to say this...

but, I did decided not to attend my convo~

Its not that I choose not to attend because of what happened within me and the school

...but to sacrifice it for my "not-yet-confirmed-L.A-shoot" next next week...

...

Apparently, my parents called up yesterday

asking why I choose not to attend convo

and from the conversation we had, I can tell they were upset of not be able to attend their only daughter's convo... what a shame izit it...~

I felt so sorry for them, really~

...

I've been working on a editing project lately

it has to be the most "headache-st" editing job I've ever encountered since the day I put my hands on the editing machine~ *which is making me lagi emo compared to weeks before*

okie...maybe I was just exaggerating things up

but, hey~ it was so far the most troublesome project I've ever encountered~ for sure~!!!

from problematic digitizing process to spoiled footages and tapes ~!!

is like the project kena curse or whatever it is *oops...sorry if I offended whoever is pissed seeing this piece here*

Things just doesn't seem smooth to me~

I have to admit that I'm not that good on experimental stuff~

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Mega sales is ON again~!!

it is just not a good timing for me~

I'm not lucky enough to be targeted as the victim of "sales-compulsive-shopping"

plainly because I am so BROKE~!!!

but what I did in mega sales was turning myself into a "joker"

wander around pavillion entrance and scares the butt off those crying kids...

so evil~

but it was not my first attempt...

I was there to entertain, however, excited mum(s) forced their kiddy to take picture with the freaky scary me~

I love the "joker"'s job...

doing stupid stuffs without people noticing who I am under the mask and big costume~

some people thought I was a bloke~!!! AWESOME~!!!

as long as my bosses are happy, the crowds are laughing, and I enjoyed the moment of "kacau-ing"

that job is brilliant~!!

arh... Dr. M was there too~!!!

is a shame that I didn't get the chance to shook his hand~

...

come back to the L.A shooting issue

everybody is hoping that it gets confirmed by next week

I'm not really excited at the moment towards this trip because I'm so numb due to over excitement months ago that I can't feel any of it now~

My passport was submitted for visa...

I've been thinking of what to bring and what to wear on a summer in L.A

I've been imagining trips with the companionship of my fellow "macho" co-workers - Vincent and Sia, sure can 38 all the way to the other side of the world

okie...bless me~!!

and BLESS the production~!!